: Jana : I think I’m a kind of special lady…you may as...

I think I’m a kind of special lady…you may ask me why? And here’s my answer. The majority of girls at my age dream about getting married to a rich man, being safe and sound next to him because he can afford that. They wish to have a big house and live a gorgeous life, not to work in order to remain free of that fuss and troubles. Children are in the far future because they don’t want to spoil the young body and consider sleepless nights to be something unbearable. All the characteristics mentioned above are antonyms for my personality as I’m different. I’m young but I’ve already experienced what a beautiful life is and I didn’t appreciate it. I used to work as a model and attracted much male attention. First I liked that being a naive girl unaware of lie and false pretence. Being involved in all the details of model business I realized that it’s razzle-dazzle and there are so few people who you can trust. So I quitted that and started a new life. At the moment I’m studying at University and I’ll be a policewoman. It’s because I’m quite a risky person and I’m not afraid of difficulties. Nevertheless I’m a tender and delicate lady with a fragile beauty of my soul. My world outlook has changed a lot since I worked as a model and now my first priority is a happy family life with my beloved and our children. I’m not that girl dreaming about her prince and his castle. I prefer reality as it’s much more wonderful and exciting!!! Judging from my past, I should be interested in fashion life, visiting spa centers and beauty parlors and shopping for brand clothes, cosmetics and accessories. Actually I am but in a different way. Now I’m not obsessed with that life style, I just live my life and enjoy it. It’s more down-to-earth I’d say. My heart fills with joy watching simple things like rainbow, summer rain, the sunrise and the sunset. I could enumerate more and more of them. I like being among the nature as I get that positive power out of it.

I’m a sociable person and most of the time I am in publics creating the image of a strong, independent and confident young lady. However when I come back home and enter my room, I feel lonely and isolated from the whole world which is a bit cruel. When I go to bed and it’s empty and cold I feel even miserable wishing to be cuddled by my beloved and feel his warm kisses on my skin. I’m dreaming of a caring man who’ll be able to protect his woman because he’s brave, courageous and reliable. The one who is family oriented and ready to create beautiful relationship with a special lady as being with me is challenging. The age doesn’t matter a lot, your bright personality is what I’m looking for.